Author Archives: onefacet

Over the last month, I have contemplated whether to write about my current cycle of experience. In the end, I have decided to document my experiences as I have done to date. While I have discussed the cycles, I have not gone into detail concerning the recent experience. Since the beginning of May, my perspectiveContinue reading “Grace”

As time passes and I interact within this reality operating through my perception, I experience and recognize patterns and have been able to make several assertions. From my perspective, my reality is shaped by interaction with information. The way I see it, humans have an emergent property where we seem to be evolving through experiences.Continue reading “Personal evolution, emerging into possibility”

Many years ago, I had a sudden transcendental experience.  This transcendental experience allowed me to see this reality from a whole new perspective.  I was no longer a mother, a woman, or even a human; in one moment, all identities dissolved.  And from this perspective, I felt whole and complete.  I enjoyed observing the worldContinue reading “On being human”

I do not get to write many blogs these days.  Between my education, my children’s, the house, and life, there are not many extra minutes.  I extend my education beyond academics by watching YouTube videos to pull in additional information while exercising.  On occasion, I have time to read a book while healthily balancing science and spirituality.  I just heard the astrophysicistContinue reading “Understanding”

If you want to read the thoughts of someone who will sugar coat or pad your worldview, I am NOT your girl.  However, if you desire to openly and honestly explore ideologies and behaviors without judgment, you are in the right place.  I must have been a sociologist in a past life!  My natural stanceContinue reading “Beyond dual”

Several years ago, I began to recognize and explore what I then called programs but now have learned are called the social constructions of reality.  Everything we believe and how we interact is based on this social construction.  It is only a reality because we believe it, and we agree to it.  There really isContinue reading “Social construction”

I find trauma so interesting, the behaviors it creates.  People have learned many responses to trauma; some shove it down, others attempt to erase the memories and some disconnect.  Realizing it or not, trauma impacts our everyday lives and touches most behaviors.  It can show up in so many ways.  It isn’t just the behaviorsContinue reading “Exploring”

I was reading a novel the other day.  A pair of sisters were walking, and a van came up behind and grabbed one of them to be abducted.  The other sister who did not get captured jumped into the van because she did not want her sister to suffer alone.  I thought to myself, jeez,Continue reading “It is that bad”

In my last blog, I shared a few significant trauma experiences that I felt shaped me.  But the reality is my life was a constant traumatic situation until my thirties where it slowly shifted into more positive, healthy experiences. Everywhere I turned during my youth was surrounded with environments ripe with disfunction, which would breedContinue reading “Changing the lens”

Last summer I had decided I wanted to live more.  That quote, “die with memories, not dreams,” began to replay in my mind.  So, in June of 2020, my husband and I went skydiving for the first time. That first jump brought an awareness of my relationship with control and would open the door, bringingContinue reading “Losing weight”